we are all born mad. some remain so.

weekend is here! *plops into bed*

record is now 60 hours.

its crazy isnt it. how the human body can tahan without sleep when there is the need not to.

basically the whole rush was to finish 3 assignments at one go in 3days time. highly impossible, but I MADE IT... WAHAHAHA! im amazed at my ability. ok the work wasnt perfect, but at least i managed to hand in something...

dear friends, unless the govt decides to demolish and rebuild the zoo, please do NOT organise ANY outings there for the next 6 years.

i think my model is kinda cute actually. but what the hell it was a piece of crap that is totally inaccurate. who really cares as long as it looks like a decent miniature of the zoo.

my drawings are still horrendous. i REALLY dont want to redo them. its seriously soul sucking to do them. anyone can give any eye care suggestions? i dont want to be blind before the age of 30...

one other thing. im glad i took lit in tj... gothic is totally into me now. all my precedent studies on style are on gothic architecture. although both gothic architecture and literature exists in different periods of time, the concepts are the same. maybe i should just get a degree on gothic.

during a tutorial presentation, i discussed about gothic architecture in singapore (CHIJMES) and its supposed to link to WHY i chose the building so i said that i like gothic stuff. this particular guy rolled his eyes at me.(maybe bcos i didnt look like one of those goth pple cos i was wearing lok kok clothes) so later we were talking and he asked me "what's gothic?" i replied "its more about a set of ideas that superficially speaking its unacceptable and wrong, but in depth this set of ideas is trying to convey a message about and to the society."

he looked surprised and asked "so u said u like gothic stuff... its not those people dressing up on the streets..." i said "thats goth punk". he said "so those are gek seh kind la" i nodded "yah. nothing to do with gothic literature and architecture". his attitude towards me changed alot more since.

i guess thats how little people actually know about gothic. but im proud to say haha gothic lau and stephen hunter you 2 havent been wasting your time on me!

going malacca on 17 18 19... gimme yr shopping list pple... i only get to shop on the 19th! so no promises yeps! :) shall bring back souveniers! but i super niao one leh... how ah...