watched the english drama production yesterday... the 1st show was pure torture. but the other 2 had strong scripts. i cant believe i will say this but vanessa's acting improved from last year. though i tink her overall feelings are a little too strong and it doesnt balance with the others on stage. theres a difference between better or more prominent on stage and balancing with the rest of the cast. oh here comes my criticism. zippp.

watched with mel, joel, amy, mitch, eudora, mari and sya. the venue was the marine parade cc... before that i found the coupons given out during the big walk for mcdonalds. i bought an extra value meal just for the mac-colosso! shared the fries, drank the coke, took home somemore fries and the burger. ran with mel to the cc holding the colosso and flowers for huixun and zub, who were involved in the production.

heard joel complimenting amy at the enterance. amy had a sweet blue dress on. i wondered for a moment. do guys rate girls on the dressing when they go out on dates? i admit girls do that to guys, but as long as the dressing isnt too sloppy its fine. so do guys see if girls dress just 'OK' or 'GREAT!'?

lets see. if i were to attend a wedding dinner or something, of course i'll wear something formal, prob a skirt and blouse. but if i were to go to a performance, big, at the esplanade, or small, at sub-station, i'll wear the same bloody thing. berms, tshirt.

cos im going there to watch a performance, to observe the settings, the lights, the music, the acting, the directing. not to sit there and feel uncomfortable, cold or if im appealing enough to pple around me.

hahaha. oh well. wadever.

Food Diary- Day lost count

its temasek carnival today. my legs are killing me. i had soft tennis today and its so dumb i dont really want to describe it. anyways the fun part was the captain's ball, where my class girls were super pissed off with lennard who pushed them roughly and AP them. i didnt know where to side so i just kept a distance from the rage.

the best part of today was suz and xp who came in the afternoon!!! we ate tom yam, which i havent done so for almost 2 months, and talked abit to the drink stall uncle, and i got a box of sweets from paris disneyland and 2 postcards, one was legolas!! and the other one was a drawing of cats in french style. after looking at one of the albums suz brought, i feel that i MUST go paris at least once in my lifetime.

i know i missed 36. but i didnt realise the extent until i see pple frm 36 after such a long time. i still remember the CIP we had cleaning the classroom and shifu, weiqi and aaron gave us entertainment with the matrix stunts and the going up and down the escalators, where shifu will re-enact any one of us taking orders to buy snacks from temasnack to class. i wonder if any other class in the whole world can match up to the most wackiest and comical times we had.

i LOVE 36!!!!

i found his name! frankie fitzgerald, born in 1985!!! MUAHAHAHA...

Food Diary- Day 22

watched troy today. alone. AGAIN! it has an outstanding script and i tink it deserves to win an oscar for best adaptation. now i finally can listen to lofthouse talk abt troy without covering my ears in lectures. wow orlando bloom looked fantastic in the show, yea yea, though his character is immature and over-innocent like claudio, he portrayed it well. brad pitt bared ALL. why WHY didnt they show a little more down there!!! hahaha... and i didnt tink eric bana is hot AT ALL. DUH everyone likes hector cos his character is just too perfect. oh joan. pls dont say you want a husband like that. havent u seen his wife? living a miserable life cos he loves his country more than her. and the thing is she cant do anything cos its for the country. urk.

i tink something fascinating was the double for brad pitt and orlando bloom. the one acting as achilles' cousin and the young man with his grandpa who took the sword of troy at the end really looked like them! my eyes almost popped out as stared at the orlando bloom look alike. how the hell did they find them for the flim?

it was a little long cos of the you fight me, i retreat, i fight you, you retreat, solo duel, retreat, solo duel, big fight, die die die. and i dont think its too bloody cos it was already censored a little and it was nothing compared to kill bill hahaha... immunity! take it! its yours!

Food Diary- Day 21

went for big walk with huiguan pple today! sadly there were only 4 of us. but we met preston while walking. YES. preston tay. ARGH.

seriously there are too many pple. we met at 7am and reached at almost 8am. though it was only a short distance from kallang mrt to the stadium, there were so many pple walking together it feels like the migration of african refugees.

anyways i feel that the bulk of the big walk was getting from kallang mrt station to the starting point instead of the walk itself. it was full of obstacles. big roads to cross, barriers to climb, and i HATE to climb metal barriers. the last time i climbed out of the huiguan gates my windbreaker got caught in the spikes and had a small tear. damn. well at least it wasnt as bad as the poor girl today who tore her shorts. at the butt area. i saw her WHOLE butt. i wonder if she continued the walk.

not only that, many oldies were trying to climb over the barriers despite knowing their limits and an alternative route to the stadium albeit longer. why they were willing to shout and scream with trepidation and hold the metal bars with their trembling fingers remain a mystery to me. some managed to get across but fell onto the road with a splat.

after witnessing all these plus my fear of getting spiked by the spikes made me contemplate like crazy if i should take the long way instead. but in the end i did a purr-fect feline leap from the spikes to the road. thank God. i tink i will never live it down if i fall down or something. urk.

the goodie bag consisted of: a 250ml of sunflower oil for cooking, a salon pas plaster, a tiny bottle of vitamins, white coffee powder and a jacob biscuit.

Food Diary- Day 20

wad happened in class was simple. dumortier wanted us to give a class motto for the yearbook but as we were all AP-ing, we ended up giving a kinda silly but funny motto; i tink it goes something like this:

2903, smelly after PE,
(can't remember)
hey nonny nonny.

apparently noordin was in charge of the yearbook and she came into the class and gave a short exclamation of how appalled she was of the motto.

"you mean you want to open your yearbook in 40 years' time and see THIS as your class motto?!? and i thought you were different."

oh yes. it was that line that aroused everyone to start silent protests filled with shock. cos noordin had been generally nice to us. i agree she is one of the best teachers around due to her genuineness and un-slackness to teach.

read joan's blog entry abt this matter. i agree that she has always been feeding us with HER opinions, but her opinions are really brilliant and it made me look at a subject matter differently, no matter how one-sided the situation may seem. but besides that, im kinda pissed off with 2 things. her total disagreement almost everytime and
her referring to the Quaran many a time.

eveything we say, she'll rebutt. this does not only make us feel more and more irritated, it pissed me off. her myopic view that TCS actors arent trained in acting so i cant blame them for their lousy acting. (that was my class speech by the way) and i always thought that actors were supposed to act well. u mean we can accept the terrible acting of singapore actors? gosh.

dont get me wrong. not that i have anything against the Quaran. its just that she's always using it to prove a point and that "oh yes. see! the Quaran has such great foresight that it even talks about technology even before we were anything near to it!" oh. wow. you dont see me use the bible 24/7. at least the Christians and Catholics in class have great tolerance for what she says. and she keeps quiet if we start to express our shock over the fact that Islam law states that rape victims can only prove their innocence with 6 witnesses, or something like that. i'd prefer if she dont use any religious stuff in lessons.
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and my diet is NOT working. damn. i always tell myself yes i'll run. tomorrow. and it goes on and on. ARGH. ive decided to do 50 sit ups a day from now onwards. plus regular swimming on fridays, and running on either saturdays or sundays. *crosses fingers*
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btw i found the funniest blog in the whole wide world here. i laughed non-stop reading it cos it was SO dumb. i cant believe any one else in the world can beat her in being the slut of the sluts in the entire UNIVERSE. i dont even have any contact with her, and im glad of that. im totally amazed by her ability to bitch and be so self centred and egotistic, high and mighty, and everything else all rolled into one same person. WOW.

Food Dairy- Day 15

joel and i didnt catch kill bill vol2 as initially settled, but caught van helsing instead! both of us agreed it was actually quite good, despite having heard not-so-good remarks before hand. glad we caught the movie!

1540: reached lido
1550: bought tics
1555: felt happy
1600: browsed; all clothes dont seem to suit joel
1602: resisted temptation to hold a skirt against him
1605: knocked down some billabong bottles from shelf
1610: fooled around with clothes
1615: checked out some perfumes
1617: almost walked away with a $115 summer miracle
1625: bought drinks
1630: rushed back to cinema
1632: bought popcorn!

-movie- joel timed... we ate all the popcorn in... 45mins flat? i simply hate those idiots whose handphones rang like nobody's business. btw there were no cockcroaches in the cinema HAHAHA and i was constantly on the lookout if he had dozed off.

1840: home!

the editing of the show sucks. but the visual thingys were fantastic! i tink its one of the most grand settings ive ever seen for a movie in the gothic genre.

TROY! HARRY POTTER! SHREK! SHARK'S TALE! DAY AFTER TOMORROW! here i come!!!

Food Dairy- Day 14

EEKS!!! ive gained back my 1kg! fuck water retention!!! $30 is at stake for God's sake.

read a couple of blogs and i discovered a pattern.

IDENTITY CRISIS.

why does everyone in the world think that they are misunderstood? why do they think that what people think they are and what they actually really are, are totally different? the thing is, i felt the same way too. after ive changed since last year's ordeal, i found the answers to alot of things. answers that made me feel much more mature.

the answer in this case is: its not a matter of who you really are. its a matter of how you are feeling. it has everything to do with how you feel. it has nothing to do with wearing a mask, or putting up a front or wad ever blah blah blah. thats bullshit. whatever you do, its the real you.

if you feel happy, you ARE happy. if you feel lousy, and wallow in self pity, might as well kill yourself. if you keep bitching, it means you like to bitch. if you act like a bitch, you ARE a bitch. if you feel that you have been fake to pple, it doesnt mean that you are wearing a mask. it means that you ARE fake.

wanna start to be real? start to be yourself? start to show pple how you really feel, and think? fine BUT this doesnt give you licensce to snap at pple or assert your point. just bring across your ideas with tactfulness and if possible, humor, or mock angst. how? its time to start learning. theres many pple. though not alot, who are living life the right way. feeling the right way abt themselves.

and thats why i strongly think that girls should hate guys. and if attached, should not devote her entire emotions to the guy. it corrodes girls from the inside, becoming emotionally dependent on the guys. if the girls feel lousy they'll keep lamenting, hoping to earn some comfort from the guys. viscious cycle.

advice to all who are feeling this way: WAKE UP.

i tink this is the wisest thing ive ever said in my whole life.

Food Dairy- Day 13 part 2

bloody hell. saw dumortier at city hall while on my way to get the specs. i knew bad luck was to befall me. and did it happen.

THE STUPID SPECS WAS RED. NOT SHINY RED!

damn! ive been anticipating for a week for the beautiful red specs! ARGHHHHH.
but its still quite nice! abit not used to it... but i will be soon!

ive been cockles for 2 consecutive days... is that bad for the diet? i had very small amt of rice!

Food Dairy- Day 13

collecting specs now!!! excited!!!

Food Dairy- Day 12

absent-mindedly popped the chocholate peiqin offered into my mouth; me and jeannie simultaneously let out a "oh shit" and *gasp!* respectively. chocs never tasted so gd. now i seriously understand how depriving abstinence can be.

overall, i rate:
1. releasing yr bladder at the brim last minute and
2. eating chocs on a diet
to have surpassed orgasm.

btw i had the horizontal scrolling thingy up there of the page, i tink its difficult to view during the first few attempts, but i dont think any other websites other than imagestation are stupid enough to host pics and videos F.O.C, so just make do.

regretted going school. had 2 tests and a GP compre. also got back my human geog DRQ. i realised my answers contained exact same points as the full mark answer, but my points were all muddled in one sentence so elwin crossed out the whole chunk and i flunked. that was true enlightenment.

im getting my beloved specs!!! oh joy! oh rapture!

I AM 58% ASSHOLE/BITCH! I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em. Take the ASSHOLE/BITCH test at Fuali.com

Food Diary-Day 10

yes i counted and its day 10. 10 days and 1kg lost! i realised i didnt talk abt me much at all!!! dieting leads to delusion. now, what is it that i wanted to say? oh yes. i cut my hair. but i left a sploch braided and untouched for reminisence HAHAHA.

so now im a filter for my sis's phone calls, an object of fustration for my mom's anger at my sis, and my brother's trial package for patience training. in short, im an impending outcast of the family. HAHAHAHAHA

pinched this off joel's blog


Belgian: You lead a life of quality, but you never
know what is going to happen next. There are so
many possibilities to the outcome of your
actions: some may be sweet and rewarding, yet
others may prove bitterful, it sometimes just
depends on what you think of it. You may like
the thrill of this sort of surprises, which
would suggest why your life is just as unique
as others.


Life is like a box of chocolates...which one are you?
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oh my God. WHY!?!? WHY does it HAVE to be BELGIAN chocs!!!!

Food Diary- Day: lost track

so far so good... HAHAHA i lost 1KG!!! *prances around* i can't wait to fit in my old shorts! btw i think i ate too much papaya. i could smell papaya when i was shitting.

sueann and russ came on monday! we just sat down at the canteen and russ ordered pizza hut. not to worry! i ate one pineapple wedge.
i tink it was partly my fault cos i was too lazy... they didnt go to the staff room... mr.chung saw me today and asked me abt it.

D.C: christina SEET.
me: hey mr.chung!
D.C: i heard they came back on monday.
me: yea...
D.C: and they didnt come and find me?
me: uh hahaha... cos we thought you werent in school.
D.C: HEARTLESS PEOPLE!
me: hahaha... anyway russell is complaining non-stop about NS.
D.C: tell him NS is good for heartless people like him!

just to give a brief intro to my sister's stalker. take marcus tan's face times mrs.lam's face. what do you get? the ugliest guy on earth. he called and called my sis's hp(originally registered with my mom's IC) and my mom picked up the phone and gave him a good scolding. guess what? he said he will sue my mom.

i burst out laughing. and i wasnt the only one.

and bro is slacking TOTALLY in camp for these 2 weeks. he's afraid that the pple will discover him and send him to a horrible mountain climbing, dick straining unit like where he was in his 2.5 years. so he's keeping a low profile...

my specs! i cant wait!

Food Diary-Day 7

intake lesser than usual, but more than what i started out. lasted whole day 5 with a bowl of yong tao fu, but started feeling panicky when i suspected gastric may attack. i ate a bowl of instant noodles.

watched the CCC production. the backstage was super professional, lights, props, backgrounds, costumes, concepts, scripts. all it took was one thing that killed the whole production- the actors. i tink darren's gf was also acting on the second show, if it's her, i tink she's quite good. but still abit fake. ok. i guess my expectations are kinda high.

went to make new specs yesterday. collecting next saturday. i love the specs so much! its $130, i'll be showing u pple the pic ASAP. SO NICE. im ready to drop my contacts for it. pemernantly.

i guess i can attribute the niao-ing i get from teachers this year perhaps on bad luck. now ive said "sorry" and "thank you" to all the teachers until im really numb. i shant go into detail abt the newest case cos im really sick of these fucking teachers.

i guess its schools that cultivate the idea of "forced respect", even if the teacher dont deserve any. and by having to pretend, students have to put on a fake facade in front of teachers. this will go on to when u graduate. and by that time u realise it really sucks not being able to right the wrong, and to stand up to what u know so sure is right. its only friends who keep u sane, and to know in the end, your family are the people who actually SERIOUSLY give a shit abt u.

ive decided im going to cease pretending to be respectful to some seriously unreasonable teachers.