we are all born mad. some remain so.

i guess i can attribute the niao-ing i get from teachers this year perhaps on bad luck. now ive said "sorry" and "thank you" to all the teachers until im really numb. i shant go into detail abt the newest case cos im really sick of these fucking teachers.

i guess its schools that cultivate the idea of "forced respect", even if the teacher dont deserve any. and by having to pretend, students have to put on a fake facade in front of teachers. this will go on to when u graduate. and by that time u realise it really sucks not being able to right the wrong, and to stand up to what u know so sure is right. its only friends who keep u sane, and to know in the end, your family are the people who actually SERIOUSLY give a shit abt u.

ive decided im going to cease pretending to be respectful to some seriously unreasonable teachers.