I HATE JOANNE PEH!!!!!!!!!!



HE MINE MINE MINE ALONE U SHALL DIE JOANNE PEH KEEP YOUR ROTTING BITCHIFIED HANDS AWAY FROM MY KAI WEI!!!!!! U STOLE LIANGYI AND NOW HIM I HATE U HATE U HATE U!!! DONT U DARE SMILE SO SWEETLY AND SEDUCE HIM I'LL BOMB U UP REAL BAD YOU HEAR ME!!!

WEIGHT
i know ive embarked on countless pathetic dieting/exercise (or both) plans. which, as you all know, never once worked.

but this time its different, really!

i lost 5KG!

or somewhere around there.

diet plan:

breakfast
a slice of bread. with milo. NEVER SKIP BREAKFAST.

lunch
work your way through lunch time. don't give yourself a chance to think about food. if you want, bring along a piece of bread. and your mp3 player. top it off with water to trick your stomach into accepting a lousy bread as your LUNCH.

halfway...
no finger food!

dinner
go and run before eating! run as far as you can! circuit, trails, whatever rocks your boat. just make sure you still have the energy to run back home, also make sure the weather doesnt make you feel as if you're doing a Thimithi. after running, come back, cool down, drink loads of water before taking dinner. when it comes to carbs, eat abt a scoop of rice. no more than that! eat loads of veggie! lean meat is really fine too! REMOVE ALL FATS. skin is a no go too!

night
force yourself to shit. shitting is therapeutic. it makes u feel that YES I HAVE LOST UNWANTED TOXICS! FAT IS LEAVING MY BODY! if you dont, try ways to make yourself shit. sit on the toilet bowl, switch on your computer (yes this DOES make me feel like shitting) if you still cant, remember to eat a banana.

i'll blog more later... going to catch dogville on central at 10pm!

sure, in a dating situation both parties try to be at their best, but as a relationship progresses, they should let their hair down and be themselves. guys do this naturally, even brag about it "what you see is what you get, baby". why should the woman wear a mask? a bad day is a bad day, regardless of gender.

dont play games. be yourself. be honest, and if hes not interested, then hes the wrong man for you. you set your standards, a good character, a sense of humor, responsible, sensitive, intelligent, caring, and then let a man come along who has those qualitites and treats you with respect.

choosing the right guy is going to affect every moment of every day of the rest of your life. women dont sublimate their frustration with a game of golf or tennis match. so YOU do the choosing, according to YOUR standards.

its a fact that women survive being alone much better than men do. men, who've been coddled their entire lives, suddenly find themselves having to grocery shop, do their laundry, clean up after themselves. it can be a terrible shock. most men will stay in a relationship if their basic needs are met. if they're fed, allowed to watch the TV sports they want, and occasionally get sex, they'll stay forever.

the truth- what most men really want is for someone to take care of them. that being accomplished, the ancillary annoyances, frustrations, rages and disappointments all become as the roaring of great apes, the barking of dogs. accept it for what it is, grousing. food, clean clothes, TV, a tolerable amount of grousing, food, sex, TV, sex- you've got a man forever.

however, if you think your relationship is not working and you're considering a breakup, stay realistic. you have to say "i'll be happier alone." be sure thats what you're really thinking, not "i'll be happier with someone else." if you're truly unhappy, you'd better hope that you have the self confidence and the resources to go out on your own.

i wonder what God has in store for me. my life has been full of fuck lately. lol its almost impossible.

i rather marry dumortier and redo my As 5 more times than to go through this.