we are all born mad. some remain so.

i have a list of drafts waiting for me to finish up and publish... but i lose heart to finish each post and end up saving them for the next millennium. now that im taking a short break before heading off to complete my model... heres a summary of events:

my 20th birthday
was trying to rush my drawings but ended up celebrating one of the most special birthdays ever.

pq joce chih joan jean mel and me went to pgp to meet crystal at around 11pm for supper teppanyaki... a wonderful spread of food and people! they planned a surprise party where jean "went for comm meeting" and came in with my bdae cake and started singing bdae song for me, then we ate cake and watched the old charlie and the choc factory together.

all i can say it was a bloody successful surprise cos even when they turned off the lights and brought the cake behind me i still thought it was an electricity black out until they burst into song. all i wanted was just a quiet and fun dinner with my friends. pq even brought her electric guitar and played while they sang. really really touched. i love you girls :)

then waylon shawn and meichin started calling me to go back hall, i smelt something fishy haha... i thought they were waiting to pond me or something. so i went back with the 7 girls all in doron/doro/zorro (sorry i really cant remember his name) car.

waylon pretended to be angry with me -___- and it dragged on a while to the rooftop then the birthday cake came... hahaha... double surprise on a single day! :)

the most amazing thing was they prepared sweet potatos in the shape of "20" for me



(sweet potato's my nick in the old chang kee blog) and even nicholas came! they understood how much OCK meant to me in my uni life... but at the back of my head, i cant stop wondering if it means the same to them?

they also gave me a v nice picture they each drew on mahjong paper:



frm top: nicholas ian mark
2nd: tat meichin fangxi darius js
3rd: waylon cindy me shawn janice toad
bottom: MY DRAWING!

its above my bed now... thanks ock :)

then they ponded waylon in place of me wahaha... poor waylon but it was fun watching him getting tortured (whoops)



he actually looked like hes enjoying it.......... haha this is sick.

special thanks to khaslarling for calling me 12 on the dot, geri's tag though she cant be with me at that point of time, josh's late but vv nice sms, xp trying to celebrate with me but i wasnt around, suz's cheapo internet sms haha and mr erwin my archi lecturer for the email and the rest of smses that my dear friends sent me... :)

turning 20 is weird. im not only technically older, i feel much older too...

archi and me
which is what is making me feel so bloody old. but what i can say is that archi is also really very interesting... but its a a very focused specialised subject which requires alot from students, and tutors and students there are all perfectionists and bizzarely motivated people. im the former, and in the process of achieving the latter "virtue", ive transformed into a souless zombie.

shall keep track of my highest record of not sleeping... so far? 37 hours.

family
its living in hall that makes me realise how important family actually is to me. the bed... my life partner (the bolster) the computer my mom sis and bro... eating shitty food on the same table with them lying on my bed and listening to them laughing while watching the tv really makes me very happy.

bad thing is that im becoming a cry baby. reverted back to a little girl with tears streaming down her face when her mother leaves her in the kindergarden.

how is that even possible??? next i might be drinking from the milk bottle.