we are all born mad. some remain so.

went down to sheares hall to check out the rag and flag stuff. im totally awed and amazed at the stuff they're doing.

cindy (for those of you who still dunno, is my old chang kee mate) brought me around and introduced me to the people. then the words came out from her mouth

"she's in architecture."

great.

obviously when people hear that they'll naturally assume i have great drawing or building talent. in which i DONT. really.

toad (my old chang kee senior)asked me to do some calculations for the prototype. bad choice. but i wanted to do it, i want to prove myself. then i failed.

im a virgo. im a perfectionist. for those who dont believe in horoscopes, ok im a perfectionist. when i do something, i want to do it right and get affirmation that i did a good job outta it. if i know i'll screw it up, i'll rather not do it at all.

i took it up. and i FAILED. im miserable and i cant stop thinking abt it. i need to make this right. fast.

my maths is TOTALLY rusty. and even though doing that was geometry and trigo (which im pretty fine with) turned out disasterous. i really need to start oiling my brain real soon. quit my job and do a little revision.

speaking of quitting my job. i HATE HATE my job. i changed to a new department. away from shirlin, yuwen, nisah, sanjeeda, rosmani, razali, yati and even senghann, but especially miss halijah. they are the best team around mans... i miss them so much although we're still working on the same level. one day when i got a chance to sit amongst them again to do computer work stuff, i savoured every moment of being with them again.

this new team is fuck. no other words can describe it better. i got scolded by my puny supervisor. SCOLDED. no one ever scolds me besides teachers and parents. he is so in trouble. and im quitting on 15th~~~ yay~~~ cant wait :D