we are all born mad. some remain so.

the truth about uni life is beginning to dawn on me. VERY late nights (or early mornings), incessant activities and homework, inevitable stress, bitchy girls... great friends, freedom, supper, enriching life!

most of all i think i miss my mom. she scolded me when i came home from hall last week. i was feeling very sore and joan suggested maybe she just felt lonely. cos my bro and sis (super heartless creatures) totally ignore her when she tries to talk about her problems at work (which is a daily affair) and she usually complains to me.

i think im her blog. she just tells everything she feels about the outside world to me. during the weekend when we were on the bed she tried to tell me:

"i think theres so many things i want to say but no one's listening..."

then i fell asleep.

i know i should get slapped for that, but i was really tired!!! at least now i realise how horrible she must feel, that the space beside her everynight in bed is empty. and that theres no one to scold anymore. i should call home more often, when i come home i must buy some good food from clementi back (suggested by joan), i should also call to ask if she wants me to buy any cheap stuff from the cheap stalls in clementi.

sometimes im an insensitive brat. *slaps myself*

matriculation was ok. i met my IDAKI camp mates and we were kinda excited to see each other again (EXcluding my OG people that is) i stuck to a few people i anyhow talk to and got to know haha... nice people (EXcluding my OG) but i really prefer it back in sheares hall.

speaking of sheares hall. im not sorry i missed the SWOC. i only crashed for an hour and it felt like forever. unenthu pple, and foreigners who are zzzzz just gets on my nerves. either that or i love OCK too much to think there are others joining block C.

thats selfish of me hahaha...

drama rehearsal is getting better. but still trying hard to polish and make it good. come pple... sms me and tell me when u wanna come and watch to support me haha!

friday 12th aug 5pm
saturday 13th aug 5pm and 8pm
sunday 14th aug 8pm

choose one timing ok! :)

and i know some of you said you can't make it because theres orientation, school and stuff. for God's sake its a bloody weekend dont tell me you can't make it on saturday or sunday NIGHT. pls give a more creative excuse next time.