we are all born mad. some remain so.

ok i cant believe i wrote that yesterday. oh well.

anyways its a great day today! i did quite some work, but my momentum got disrupted by my mom complaining abt her job. i dont understand. why does she continue to do all the shit jobs when it is NOT part of her job description, and when the supervisor is so bloody suckky??? if she doesnt want to make it clear that she doesnt want to do the shit jobs and she doesnt want to quit (i dunno for what reason) then why does she keep complaining???

well i just realised its already 16th and the date draws nearer and nearer to As. my geog teacher (jeba$) told us "if you can go through with this you can go through anything." i wish shes right. but how can anything else in life be better than As? theres bound to be some obstacle that comes later in life that will make the As look like a J.O.K.E. but right now, this IS the worst.

maybe we are too bothered by the what if?s in life to actually do the things we wanna do. we are always restricted, not by people around us, but by ourselves. we seldom get past that barrier, and when we do, we're usually met by other tougher obstacles, which ultimately shrinks us back to square one. so i say:

TO HELL WITH WHAT IFS! NEVER STOP TO ASK YOURSELF IF PEOPLE ARE FINE WITH WHAT YOU ARE DOING. DO THINGS FOR YOURSELF. EVEN IF ITS JUST FOR ONCE.