we are all born mad. some remain so.

holy crap! my JCT essay got in the GP bulletin! this is CRAZEE! i know i sound like im showing off or something but im seriously awed by this whole thing! i always need to join the GP remedial, got an average of 20 for ALL essays, and this is what happens?!?! this is definitely a fluke. it'll never happen again.

lofthouse asked me. "so, what are your plans after jc, christina?"
i couldnt answer. i stuttered out a typical "get a degree from local uni and find a job." i couldnt tell her abt what i wanted to do, about wat i wanted to be, about guildhall. i felt like such a loser. partly i was afraid she will laugh at me, cos she's from UK and everything, and her husband's like, the DST teacher. she even said "literature isnt your natural subject, right?" i just shut up.

so far im alright. prelims coming... AGAIN.