we are all born mad. some remain so.

have you ever woken up thinking "this is going to a VERY unproductive day. i better do something about it". and tried to push yourself to do work, but some part of your brain JUST WON'T LISTEN TO YOU and you end up slacking the WHOLE DAY while that little voice inside you mutters incessantly "you're so dead... you're so dead... you're SO dead."

that's yesterday.

the worst thing is you dont even feel guilty about it.

*runs around frantically* i should just stop living in hall. the room is one of the most comfortable places to just lie down and do NOTHING. argh.

things to do today:
1. bathe NOW
2. go studio to make the freaking model
3. 630pm leave for chijmes for jazz performance
4. 10pm come back studio and continue with freaking models and drawings
5. until 2pm

i better get down to work, if not i might have to shoot myself in the face.