we are all born mad. some remain so.

let me talk abt my play... but firstly, many thanks to those who came to support me in the show... i hope you all liked it, really. sorry maybe i couldnt talk too long with you all... very very sorry... nevertheless, still hope u all liked it! :)

thanks to xp and hyu for the first night :) mama... dont be so disappointed. i know u wanted to come... and thats enough for me. i'll let u watch the vcd? haha...

thanks to mom sis bro for sat 5pm, who are regulars wahaha... sometimes i dunno wad they are thinking when they watch me on stage???
debra and amandac... thanks THANKSSSS i love u girls... though u 2 are super NOT chinese wahaha... glad u loved the kids cos i DONT. ok maybe i do. just a little bit. :)
kat shuyi tianying shiwei... my GOODNESS im really really touched that u all came down... it really REALLY meant alot to me :)
qianyi: ahahhaa... girlll... meet soon ok! *huggies*

sat8pm: WAHAHHAHA... mich ed merv and grace... thank you 4some... thank you. u all were the only good thing that turned out from SACO :) thats excluding mich. we were wayyyyy before that. :)
joan kingman jeannie pq... WAHAHHAA stop being obsessed with the kids, esp anders :)

OCKKKKKK! *hugs and squishes* really hope u all like the show... thanks to waylon js tat ky darius cindy mc shawn aaron... NINE OF U! thats 10% of the audience hahaha...

sorry pple couldnt go out :( mom waited to take taxi home together... free transport! :(

anyways for our show... we started out thinking that its just going to be another play... but by the end of it, we all know each other so much more and so much better than before...

we went through times of doubt, exasperation, aimlessness, guilt, and at times we just felt plainly tired. in the end we earned love, trust and understanding for each other, which is quite enough.

in all my previous performances, the last show usually demands the most and creates the greatest stress that causes hiccups... but this time round the last show was plainly PLAY. i NEVER had so much fun in a show before.

sabo in ANY way imaginable. i think i dug my own grave. ended up laughing on stage, but thankfully managed to regain composure and saved the scene back. or else i'll really get slapped wahaha... lets see...

ys: i bought something for u 2
yl: *sneeze*
yl: why anders dont like me?
me: anders dont like xy... he likes LITING
ys: i got a confession. i like anders
yl: wei! *holds banana*
me: please? drink milk?
yl: got some more?
ys: im going to make u into a sashimi
yl: *smash whipped cream on sy*
sy: *collects whipped cream* jingling! *smash*
ys: taupok is useless...

liting is really something. i wont deny it was kinda sluggish at first when we started out. i didnt know wad she wanted, i didnt know what to do. i was confused at many points of time, but in the end haha... she made it. it was a mad rush towards the end, but thank God we pulled through.

siying yingshi and me really bonded in the process... we had a sleepover, cooked breakfast, discussed about our personal problems and points of view of different stuff. unknowingly we ended the show that begun our friendship in a deeper form.

i also earned myself a little brother! my genie reminded me much about myself when i first entered QNT. eager to work with the seniors and sometimes totally confused. but for me, i was under a very supporting and encouraging environment when i first joined, but for him, a whole load of pressure was on him just after ONE performance in experience. many wondered why im so obsessed about him, but i feel i was shielding him, giving him the encouragement he needed like i had from yingwen. PLUS hes in fact a damn zai guy in choir lah. STUDENT CONDUCTOR OK. VOCAL CONSORT hor. dont pway pway ahhh... :)

in QNT i realised most people who are doing more acting roles are usually FEMALE. and things are about to change once yl gets comfortable with QNT, wahaha... just wait and see. those who doubted or are still doubting him, he'll soon be a hot property in future productions. by that time, sorry folks, its too late. justin ong yuanliang will NOT work for anyone except ME wahaha!

now that everything has ended... its going to be back to normal boring life... no matter how exciting hall and drawing may seem... nothing gives the adrenaline and allows me to put in my heart and soul than being on stage with the ones i love and respect.

in talks with siying and yingshi about writing and putting up our own show in the next xue sheng ju chang next july... if it does come true, you pple gotta come support our directing debut! :)

photos out soon.. as soon as my brother finds the bloody cable.