we are all born mad. some remain so.

got back from malaysia~ but i still cant find the USB cable to upload the pictures... shall show it vv soon!

just finished drama rehearsal. though one of the characters was replaced, i was damn happy cos this guy has a great load of potential. finally ive noticed a worthy actor (and everyone knows how niao i can be when it comes to acting) to take over. he's from tpjc and hes really polite and stuff. hahaha... stupid boy. he'll reach great heights! SOO excited! apparently the others took my excitement of this wonderful talent as my interest in him -___- crap.

hmm... and i just found out something. its like... just when you thought the person whom you've known for all your life is the person you really love and want to be with, she leaves you and gets married to another person in less than a years' time. i mean, how can that be possible! it has gotta be a plot in some lame TCS8 show... but it isnt.

this isnt about leaving and getting attached to some other person. its GETTING MARRIED to another person whom she barely know for a year. and to pretend you're fine and still put on a humorous front is just so heartbreaking to friends who've seen everything.

sure. people say that time is not a factor in love, but how can you come to terms with that so easily? if you were the one to go through it you wouldnt be saying that. comparing a relationship of over a decade to 12 bloody months is just absurd.

i wept hearing that. i hate being sentimental and emotional. i can even be upset about stuff that is so totally none of my business. sigh. why do i keep witnessing "perfect" love that crumbles so easily... can there ever be a happily ever after for 2 people who are meant to be together?