we are all born mad. some remain so.

redemption.

thats what guys need.

i take extra care as to how i react to the male species everytime i walk on the streets now. and believe me, its nothing of the good sort.

same for today. i dont think i mentioned abt this male thing that lives really near my area and who happens to work with me. hes got the im-high-and-mighty look, and his posture can make a 30cm ruler look like the leaning tower of pisa. in short, i dont like him.

but he held the door open for me. when i was abt 5 metres away from the door.

ONE POINT.

then ian the shit finally smsed me to ask me out AFTER DECADES. i see he still remembers im alive.

ONE POINT.

there i was on a bus on my way to toa payoh after work. i stared blankly outside the window like i always do. this truck drives up next to the bus, and this guy looked up at me and my collegue.

and grinned.

and waved.

OH.MY.GOD. i couldnt believe my own eyes. i grew hot in the face. it was not the waving, its not the grinning. its the fact that such an ugly piece of shit, (i really mean UGLY inside out) will actually have the bloody cheek to do such a fucking pervertic thing. i think he was desperate, or shameless, or psychotic, or horny, or just a loser who has resigned to fate that he will forever be a piece unwanted salted fish and needs to wank on the repulsed and revolted look on young girls to feel high again.

i showed him the finger.

MINUS TEN BIZILLION POINTS.

guys are BEYOND redemption.