we are all born mad. some remain so.

the results are coming out VERY soon. sis says that the O levels are coming out on friday, which leaves me around 2 weeks to die of heart attack over and over again.

i HATE this... ive brawled about 2 times, and cant stop thinking about it every waking AND sleeping moment.
i dont want to see dumortier's rotting face smirking at me.
i dont want to see others screaming in glee and "shock" at their "UNEXPECTED" results.
i dont want to see others cry.
i dont want to see the teachers giving ambiguious looks on their faces.
i dont want to sit there for a million years waiting for lim lai cheng to finish her stupid presentation before we get slaughtered.

i dont want to go through this... and be disappointed in the end.

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anyways... happy bdae bro! he turns 26 today! *huggies* hohoho... old man... hope he finds a girlfriend soon... who i like.

NO MEL. you got john ALREADY. thats enough ya!