we are all born mad. some remain so.

it seems like theres nothing much to look forward to nowadays... suz and hyu got a job (that they didnt tel me abt!) and grace got a job in kino at taka, and im sure many others will start getting jobs before christmas.

me, yingshan, shiwei, tianying, and kat (they are my bi-zillion years old classmates frm crescent) are planning to go out on an outing. but till now i havent heard a single news abt where and when to meet and what to do.

while the rest are bored to death abt not having much stuff to do, im bothered by the piles of stuff i ought to do. its really NOT fun having an extra year. i cant wait for school to start but i hate the feeling of getting up in the wee hours and travelling down to boring old tj in the disgusting school uniform. it really sucks.

to keep myself occupied, ive chosen a piece to learn before christmas. "Come, O ye faithful" is what ive chosen but apparently under the watchful eyes of my brother, im under severe stress with every mistake i make.
remembered i havent read the 5th harry potter book. so calling all who have the book: DO KINDLY LEND IT TO ME I PROMISE I WILL RETURN ASAP!!!"

actually i feel seriously lost. i dont feel like doing anything, yet i wish i have something to do. does anyone understand what i mean?