we are all born mad. some remain so.

how do i begin to express how i feel right now? after reading so many girls' blogs, i realise i seriously differ from the typical "girl".

1.i haf absolutely NO desire to get a nice gown and look ravishing in front of other girls on grad night.

2.i haf stopped complaining abt how fat i look and lamenting abt how much i wanna look like kyoko fuckada.

3.i haf stopped bothering to get rid of my ugly eyebags, using my specs to cover it.

4.i dunno where my contact lens are.

5.i prefer guys' talk than girls' talk.

6.ive become more and more horny.

7.im acting totally lesbian wif qianyi. wif her clinging onto me.

8.mom said i dun care how i look already. MOM.

conclusion: im turning into a guy!!!!!!

forbidden city was great. the costumes, makeup, props, lightings, actors, almost everything.
the only thing was that the whole concept is much too westernised. and kit chan could improve on her acting... but the feelings were very much there when she was singing... i guess thats the problem of a singer acting. when yu sing and act, theres a sharp contrast in stage confidence level after yu finish a song.

then again, if huiguan can haf such a budget and full time devotion, im sure we are capable of coming up with something just as nice... ok. maybe something almost as nice. ah. yes.