we are all born mad. some remain so.

today, i felt like i was the only sane person alive.
wad i always wanted is starting to come true, but in a weird way.

accompanied amanda to play basketball with this guy she met few weeks ago.
OBVIOUSLY he's interested in her. i feel so sorry for yu dada.
then SOME SHIT was there too... and i forced that poor boy to fake a lttle for me...
and i tink i dislocated his arm while clashing my elbow into his...
i SWEAR the left elbow bone is in a grotesque shape compared to the right one...

there's so many things that i wanna do... but i cant do them.
there's so many things that i wanna haf... but i cant haf them.
there's so many things that i wanna say... but i cant say them.
and i dunno why.
in a word, i feel lousy.