we are all born mad. some remain so.

LNG: day 2

2nd day of 13. total flop. im not so stressed already. since my part is only 3mins. but i was quite hurt by some stuff they said abt me... but thats not the point. i almost wanted to cry at backstage. its so touching! when the music came out... the backstage crew were counting the beats of the music and were slightly dancing wif the music while the dancers were dancing in front... i dunno... but it made me tear...

i cant believe in the desperate circumstance to sell tickets due to poor sales, i asked kenichi fujima to come. of ALL pple. he came wif his malay friend, and another friend. after the thing i was like so damn reluctant to talk to him, but i did anyway.
now guess wad. he's bringing MORE pple to come to watch next week. i dunno whether to cry or laugh.

ive been blasting my discman into my ears non-stop for hours... i tink im going abit deaf... drowning myself frm the rest of the pple out there in the world.
was pmsing severely for hours. kicked my beloved soft toys and everything.

celebrated rouxin's bdae yesterday... the made this surprise thing for her... i dunno whether it will be the same for me... i doubt so.

i love brocolli, fermented beancurd, potato, meepok, ban mian, ribena, and peanuts!